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今天很有空所以来写一些啦！也因该让你们知道一下我的近况了。。
我学会喝酒了之前不喝酒的我，跟上这班家伙，我好像变了，年二九那天晚上喝完收工宴，和五个朋友去ruums喝酒，之前也去过sunway pyramid那家喝，我忘了叫什么名了，那时只喝了半杯啤酒就倒了。。不过放心我没有失身啦！之后去ruums那天是喝色酒，混合可乐一起喝，很好喝耶！然后就喝了很多，醉到不省人事被人抬回家，还差点被拐了。。第二天又早早回家过年，真的是辛苦到不行，我以后再也不要喝了，不过说回来真得很好玩，算是一种经验吧！

然后回到新山就是睡睡睡，被妈妈骂到我够够力，其实越大就越觉得新年没意义没意思，和平常没什么两样，反而更加地累，唯一庆幸的是会有额外的收入咯！今年有小赌一下啦！没赢没输，够了！

在来说说我的情人节吧！就在工作中度过，而且还很忙的那种，唉...算了啦！反正也没有情人，对我来说也没什么特别意义，然后买了一些巧克力给同事吃，可是却连一句谢谢也没听到...只知道吃，算了，我很有风度的...大家开心就好...回想去年的情人节是星期三，还记得那时上完马来文课后我和jacyn两个人去金河逛街看电影度过我们的单身情人节，今年我就真的是一个人度过了，看见莹怡的部落格写说你们一起过，我真希望我也能够...好羡慕哦！可是我却没有这个机会。

接下来想好好的发泄一下，各位，真的是想告诉你们读书真的很好，因为我做工很辛苦耶！还受尽一切我从来没有受过的委屈...突然觉得我很可怜，也有小小的后悔，不过都没得回头啦！不过我学到了很多读书学不到的东西，原来这个世界上真的没有你对人好人家就会对你好的事,人家只会觉得你好欺负，然后都觉得理所当然，他不会感激你为他做的事，但是有麻烦的时候绝对会想起你很好利用来替他背黑锅，我已经吃了很多我经理逼我吃的死猫了...现在才知道什么叫人心险恶，所以说在学校里的待人处世方法在这个可怕的社会上真的是不能用来生存的，我学会了什么叫作假，但是我真的很不想去碰它，我不想变得很假，也不想戴面具做人，不想失去我自己...慢慢写吧！你们就慢慢看吧！在太子做了四个月多整五个月，学会了很多东西，至少我知道怎么去防人。那些人真的是会令你很不爽，有时我很想发脾气，但是又不能，因为我只是小人物没有权力，但是当有什么问题他们解决不了时，他们就会来找我然后会跟你说其实什么颜色的衣不重要，重要的是我们知道你的实力,你讲这种废话有什么用?作为人家的上司，你既然知道我能做事，那么为什么不为我争取我应该得到的呢？我一直忍忍忍，真的是忍不下去了！今天和你们一起吃饭，和jacyn诉苦，他叫我干脆就做完今天不干了，反正本来就是做完今天，好吧！我也对这些人失望了也可以让自己好好放松，和你们好好聚一聚我就要走了，就这样决定吧！谢谢jacyn

刚刚听说莹怡的妈妈去世了，好突然的消息，吓了我一跳，我好想看看莹怡，我明白失去亲人的悲伤，曾经我也失去过，但是毕竟是妈妈，我知道远比不上莹怡的伤心，莹怡，节哀顺便，加油！你是很勇敢的女孩，以后要更坚强！我支持你！愿你的母亲能往生到极乐世界！

12 february

很久很久没有来写部落格了，刚刚去看了各位的部落格，知道大家最近都过得很好，只是看起来课业很难吧？
莹怡把prob n stat的老师形容得很好笑，素贤说theory of interest totally cant understand
在想我没有读了是不幸还是幸？也许我又是每天不及格吧？但是可以和你们一起很开心的玩，好怀念。。
回想去年我们也很开心哦！我会记着的，回到新山也一样不会忘记，就来走了咯！在回去之前会和你们聚一聚，然后就不知道要多就才能再见了，我回去之后会去新加坡找出路，说起来真得很好笑，之前说我不会选择拉曼，结果我来拉曼读了，也说过不出新加坡，结果要去了。哈哈，过头话真得不能讲太多，谁也不知道接下来会发生什么事。。以后要知道各位的近况唯有上你们的部落格看了，记得常常update哦！
有舍不得大家，真得很开心认识你们。如果说选择读这一科是个会让我后悔的错误，那么值得安慰的就是认识了你们。。。
我不知道要写什么了，也许这次之后又要好久好久才来了，因为本人非常懒惰，哈哈。。
先讲好啊！我的farewell没有来的人就不是朋友！哈哈！！开玩笑的啦！就算没有来也是永远的朋友！是这样啦！不知道要写什么了！大家要take care urselves ya!!!

f*king supervisor

when i 3work as night shift, i got a very very kns and f*king supervisor, some of you know who is she, that day, actually long long time ady lar, she use my staff code and take order,
ok, doesnt matter lar, but i cant accept and i never forgive her because she use it and wrong order!!!!
what the....
and when i complain to my boss, he didnt believe me...
i know, he love the supervisor very veyr much de mar,
then i plan to qiut de...
but last another supervisor ask me stay back coz i no need qiut because this kind of ppl, true also then i stay back,
then she also knwo that i hate her very much so she change me to day shift,
wah!!! best nia!!! i no need to see her face, coz of the matter i sick for three days ler... cant wake up and just sleep....
pity nia....
but hor, now i continue night shift liao, u know why??
coz hor, after she change me to day shift just she remember that she need me to help her at night shift coz she didnt got ppl know order...
then she beg me change back to night shift...
haha...
i refuse lor!!! but i stiil got help her lar, then i change my time to split time that is 12pm to 3pm and 6pm to1am...
at least i got three hours no need to see her...
haha
then all my friends change also, now she very pity liao, coz all angry her also, we come out yam cha together then leave her alone in hostel...
wakaka
she ask my friend to yam cha then they said they wanna sleep, but then come out with us...
today she saw ler... but never mind lar, who ask me ren yuan hao... wakakakakaka

secret....

i got a secret recently.....
i cant tell any body....
i promise that i wont tell anyone but i really very hard when i keep in my heart....
aiz....
even cant write at here....
very trouble ler....
HOW!!!!!!!
every time when i think it then i feel kns....
aiz....
and every time when i bu xiao xin think about it, i sure make big big mistake on my work....
aiz....
i dont know how lar....
who can help me??
only i myself can....

what an ungentlemen man he is!!!!

oh my god, guys listen, i never seen a guy like this!!!
he is my friend's friend, i dont know him actually
they always come to prince cafe yam cha.
one day, my friend(KK) told me that his friends( Ah Loon) wish to know me and said that i looks very cute...
ok.. then KK give him my phone number...
haha
erm... quite handsome lar, 19 years old also... live at bandar utama de...
then friday he asked me go one utama with him, ok, i agree, then i go with him, i also wish to get one more friend lar, but if wanna be lover actually i dont want, he is not my style lar...
then hor, after go out with him, i only can say, he never got chance liao lar,
why??
i tell you guys, we go by taxi, then when we arrived one utama, i paid for the taxi fees....
then we have our lunch at dont know what restaurant it is, very very cheap one, then he paid lar...
but hor when we wanna back hor, both of us rush ma, i work on 7pm, he wanna interview on 730pm, then hor, he ask me back to ss2 alone by taxi, ok lor never mind lar, i can de ma, then i ask him how he wwanna go back, do you know what he said??
he answer me that he asked his mother fetch him....
oh my god.... why got this kind of guy de har??
so, i tell my friend that he didnt got chance liao lar...
what an ungentlemen guy he is....
oh my god....
aiz....
when only i can meet a gentle guy.... aiz....
i dont want pat tor liao....

12 november

i just past my 19th birthday on 7 november...
thx for every body that celebrated with me...
the first time i celebrate my birthday without my family, and this year is a very special birthday for me, first, my lunar birthday is also that day, second, i almost lost my first night that day...
what an unforgetable birthday it is... aiz...
that day, i miss my mum very very much....
i call her and i thank her because she brought me to this world 19 years ago, and i said sorry to her cause of i always make her angry....
i cried.. i miss them so so so so much...
the staff from prince cafe bought me a secret recipe's cheese cake.. wakaka...
very very happy and feel tough... kekeke...
and a surprise birthday it is, cause, all my JB's friends forget... but UTAR's friends remember it!!
thx jacyn, she bought me a necklace and i love it very very much...
wakaka
although we didnt celebrate together, but i still wanna say, thx for you all....

29 october

paiseh paiseh... loooooooooooooooong time didnt update my blog... haha
erm... busy recently...
first, last week i went to take 个人专辑with jacyn,
hohoho, i never imagine that i got those looks....
erm... feel so good and hope i will very beautiful lar...
wakaka

then, last saturday, my house at happy mansion, almost got robbers...
our lock had been broken by someone, cry....
but anyway, now ok ady lar, and we change the lock ady, hope all will be fine...

erm... nth liao ler, i miss you all guys, especially wei shan, ying yi, noel, jacyn and all my friends of T3... when we can meet lar!!!!!