m i wrong??

luckily this blog just a few people know...
only my good friends know...
really lucky...
everybody, promise me dun tell others, when u finish reading this blog, leave ur comment, n forget it... please..

luckily, flower when you advertise for me no people layan you...
coz now we got problem liao...
aiz..
i dont know how to say, and now i feel very trouble and blur...
i dont know what he thinks now...
why he want to do the decision like this...

everybody, yesterday i had skipped the pengajian malaysia class for cooking leong tea for him, because he sick already...
then me myself also sick ady,
however, when i took the things to him, he smile...
and also, all of our friends laugh us...
and at the night, i ask him for go out next week when i come back from my hometown,
but...
he suddenly ask me this question...
from sms lar...
and this is our dialog

nick: do u think seriously that are we really suitable to each other? dun simply find a people and love... this is wrong...
elaine: ya, i know, but i even dun know what u r thinking, u never told me before, how i know what you want? and now u just let me feel that i m a fool...
nick: no, is it better if we just be a friend? i love the feel when i gaduh with u, i dun like tian2 yan2 mi4 yu3
elaine: i din force u also, i really dun know what are you thinking now... is it means that what skye had told me is a fake? what u told me yesterday that your action had prove that u love me is fake? and all the things i had done today is shit? and all are just i myself think too much...
nick: no, dun like this, friend is also can concern to each other and can buy medic...
elaine: ok, i know ady, all is just myself yi4 xiang qing2 yuan4... then, just b a fren lar, and thx for ur dinner today...
nick: we are still friend ar! sleep earlier, dun think too much, it is bad for health if sleep late, and u r sick, remember to eat medic, remember to cover a blanket... nite...

see, what is going on now?????
i dun know...
m i wrong ady??
i m a fool... i should not lisen about what skye told me, i should not...
but i had done it all, and now make myself trouble...
what should i do now??
m i shi lian4 ady??
i dun know...
before that day, i told u before, he said it! said he likes me, but ow come only one night and all had changed ady??
where is the problem? what is the problem?
and what's wrong??
i dun know...
really dont...
tell me what to do...
almost crazy...

i dont want to believe that this is my dream, coz i really feel that he is got feeling at me,
everybody, if just a friend, will u get a msg to ask u remember to cover a blanket when u sleep, ask u have ur dine, ask u concentrate of study, ask u sleep early EVERY NIGHT BEFORE U SLEEP??
and he just your NORMAL FRIEND!!
i cant believe it...
even is my ex, he also never do these kind of things when we together,
so...
how can i believe that??
what should i do now???
help......

god's creation in mathematics!!!

1 x 8 + 1 = 9
12 x 8 + 2 = 98
123 x 8 + 3 = 987
1234 x 8 +4 = 9876
12345 x 8 + 5 = 98765
123456 x 8 + 6 = 987654
1234567 x 8 + 7 = 9876543
12345678 x 8 + 8 = 98765432
123456789 x 8 + 9 = 987654321

1 x 9 + 2 = 11
12 x 9 + 3 = 111
123 x 9 + 4 = 1111
1234 x 9 + 5 = 11111
12345 x 9 + 6 = 111111
123456 x 9 + 7 = 1111111
1234567 x 9 + 8 = 11111111
12345678 x 9 + 9 = 111111111
123456789 x 9 + 10 = 1111111111

9 x 9 + 7 = 88
98 x 9 + 6 = 888
987 x 9 + 5 = 8888
9876 x 9 + 4 = 88888
98765 x 9 + 3 = 888888
987654 x 9 + 2 = 8888888
9876543 x 9 + 1 = 88888888
98765432 x 9 + 0 = 888888888

brilliant, isn't it?

and look at this symmetriy

1 x 1 = 1
11 x 11 = 121
111 x 111 = 12321
1111 x 1111 = 1234321
11111 x 11111 = 123454321
111111 x 111111 = 12345654321
1111111 x 1111111 = 1234567654321
11111111 x 11111111 = 123456787654321
111111111 x 111111111 = 12345678987654321

but don't stop here! now, take a look at this.... AWESOME!!!

101%

from a strictly mathematical viewpoint:
What equals 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%?

Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%

How about ACHIEVING 101%?
What equals 100% in life?
here is a little mathematical formula that might help answer these questions.

if:

A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z

is represented as:

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 174 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26

if:
HSWRDWORK

8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11=98%

AND
KNOWLEDGE

11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5=96%

BUT:

ATTITUDE

1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5=100%

THEN, look how far the love of God will take you:

LOVE OF GOD

12+15+22+5+15+6+7+15+4=101%

Therefore, one can conclude with mathematical certainly that:

While hard work and knowledge will getb you close, and attitude will get you there, it's the love of god that will put you over the top!

it's up to you if you share this with your friends and loved ones just the way i did

Be blessed and share god's creation with others!!!

everybody notice it!!

hi, we will finish our final at 24 sept, then our mooncake festival will at 25 sept ler~~
i myself wont back hometown so fast lar,
i will wait for the sup-paper,
so, do u all want to celebrate this festival together??
we can play deng long together oo...
i go back n bring those deng long here...
kekeke
pls reply me as soon as possible yo...
n...
if it works, this will be the first chinese festival that we will spent together o...
^^

thx thx thx

first, wanna thx all my friend that support me till now...
flower, ying yi, noel, jacyn, li ren, and so so so so many....
thanks for you all always support me, even is my study, my love...
thanks...
flower, i know you always want to help us to advertise our things,
although i always cha you, but really thanks...
nah, i dont mean that u can say those rubbish that not really happen ar
i know u want to share to others, but dont too much ok?
i also got some things that i dun want ppl know de ok?
haha

i forced to write my blog today again because of flower ask me fast fasr post another post to introduce my boy...
hey, i think i already do this thing in my previous blog, n i also dun know what to say,
or like this lar, what u all wish to know then u ask me yourselves lar
ok??
i think is better than i tell u

oh ya,
specially thanks ju'on...
he teach me many skill yesterday night, and hope i can successfully know his mind...
thanks ju'on
aiz..
we said that just like i also sitting this for my final exam,
then ju'on said, this one din count in CGPA one, ask me to study those count in de subject...
sweat till die...
anyway, thanks ju'on, really...

ok, now i want to share my thing liao lar,
nick, my new boyfriend, my second man in my life, and i hope i wont pat many guy then just i get one that can spent my whole life with him
understand??
i hope he wil be the man...
but, he is very very very shy lar, yesterday, i wanna hear he said he likes me from his mouth,
spent all phone credit, finally he ask me wanna hear or not, hey why not?
then he said want sleep ady and tell me nth...
just say sweet dream and dun forget to cover a cloth, later become sick again...
like this only, i hard to let hi tell me from his own mouth lar
i have no idea of it...
first time i lose to a man like this...
very throw face...
and he said no need to say wor, his action had proved it all...
aiz...
why dun u know that gal is always like this?
wanna hear you tell them they just will fang xin?
aiz...
yesterday told ju'on these things, he said that i want he say but i myself also din said, also juz prove by action...
ya hor, true also...
why i forget this??
aiz...
ok
n he teach me how to do
hope it works....

i skip class today...
he was sick...
need to do something...
then when ju'on know i skip class for cooking medicine, he slap me...
aiz...
dun know lar...
nah, today just like this ar...no more...
if got any special things or trouble,
dun worry lar, sure i will post it and ask you all de..

.......

hey,
good news to tell u all,
ya, as the flower said, i m in love now...
but, BUT, still in process ya!!
stop asking when can hear good news...
actually, few people know only...
i plan to tell you all when it is a truth...
but...
flower got a big mouth lar...
dare to tell all of you at the lecturer class...
i very throw face...
aiz..
anyway...
"special thanks" to flower lar!!
help me promote...

well, let me introduce him to you all...
his name is nick...
work as a stylist at THE CUT at section 17 PJ,
dont ask me he is handsome or not...
coz, flower u sure say not de...
haha, but in my sigh, he is ok lar...
big eyes... hehe... u know i dun like handsome guy de...
next time i will put his photo here...
next time...
he is a very shy guy...
from ipoh...
and the most important is, he treat me very nice...
that 's all...

anyway, i hope u all can get urs soon also...
ganbatte!!!

p/s: and a secret here, i decide to stay here n no give up, got some reason of him also...
hehehehe

haiz...

sry wei shan,
i long time din update my blog
wei shan ask liao
too busy for these few days...
those kns test n some things else....

yesterday, i went a ceremony, is direct sell one, then suddenly, my upline said want to call my mum for asking her member id, juz i know that my mum got handphone...
this mum... din tell me at all, why i so surprise??
coz my mum dislike to take a hand phone, she said that very trouble and when u are at outside also will been found by others, and wasting money for using it, then suddenly she got one, and din tell me also...
aiz...
yesterday, i knew many doctor, kekeke, some of them very handsome wor, but too old liao lar, although they are handsome and rich... kaka
wei shan, is your chance...
want??
i can introduce to u de...
ngek ngek ngek....
very tired...
and i sick ady, abit fever and shang feng, long time no sick liao ler
aiz...
lazy to see doctor...
heheh
and, finaly week fourteen, i wanna go back to jb to meet my dear mum and my dear family soon...
i go back on thursday, n i will back on thursday also, so one week i wont be here, and one week i wont online, dont ask me why i dun online and din update my blog by msm me ya!!!
heh
everybody, after final we go gai gai together lar!!!
ok??

sien

every day just test test test,
when just it will stop??
i know, two more weeks, after the final exam, it will be stopped... three months...
but, IF, (touch wood), unfortunately, i fail it and neeed to resit, then i cant enjoy my three months holidays...
but, i know, i will pas it... everyone can pass it!!!
however,
i skipped class again today, really lazy to have the academic class...
why?? damn boring...
the lecturer teach nothing, only know to talk and chat, he even late for every class, sien...
hope next sem i will not meet him again...

when just we can choose our elective subject for our next sem??
i want to choose it!!!
once got people tell you all can choose for it, remember to tell me!!!
dont think that i know!!!
please tell me!!! i dont mind that many people tell me, but i mind that nobody tell me!!!
i dont want be the fool like this sem again...
but, it is lucky that i din choose the critical thinking??
i heard some one said that you all's coursework marks very low only wor??
anyway, ganbatte lar!!!

hihi

evryone, i had been forced to open a blog here...
everyone said that they lazy to visit my friendster blog...
saying that it is very 'ma fan'...
ok lor...
now, i open a blog here, those people ya, saying 'ma fan' one ya,
if i know that u all din 'bei min' din come n c c
i kill u all... specially flower!!!
wakaka

very happy today, ask me why...
i passed my calculus mid term test lor!!!
quick quick conglats me ya!!!
very happy that i passed it, n higher marks than my teacher -- guang qian...
kaka
i know, everyone fight together, work hard together,
although i always fail, that is because i m not work hard enough,
so, i wont say i wanna give up again!!
i swear!!
n i wont let u all work hard without me...
remember, next time when u all are fighting with those maths, count me in!!!
nothing is impossible, and nothing is we cant solve it!!!
ganbatte guys!!
we can do it!!!